Midwinter Love – excerpt

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By midweek, Julian’s quiet campaign had begun. He did not strike with open hostility; his power rested in subtle, reasonable requests that carried the full authority of the estate.

From the high terrace, Julian watched Robert move heavy timber crates near the outer perimeter. The trainee guard was built well for the work, his sleeves rolled up to reveal forearms dusted with golden hair, his expression heartfelt as he paused to offer a cheerful word to a passing cook’s boy. A few yards away, Melisende pinned fresh linens to the line. Each time the breeze caught a bedsheet, her face appeared, bright and laughing as Robert called out a quiet joke.

Julian’s fingers quivered against his leather riding gloves. Beside him, Pothosa’s dark form wound around his shoulders, her invisible claws sinking into his collarbone.

He is a peasant in oversized leather, Pothosa purred into his mind, her voice saturated with venomous amusement. Yet she looks at him as if he holds the moon. You are the future lord of this clan, Julian. Demand what is yours.

“Not demand,” Julian whispered under his breath, his eyes cold and fixed. “Assign.”

An hour later, Captain Vance of the estate guard remained in Julian’s study, looking over a newly drafted watch duty ledger. The request had already taken shape, and the room was charged with its intent.

“Night patrols on the eastern ridge?” Vance frowned, scratching his beard. “My lord, the eastern boundary is mostly barren terrain. We usually assign senior guards to that stretch for solitary sweeps. Young Robert is still in training—he’d benefit far more from garrison duty at the main gates.”

Julian offered the captain a warm, patient smile and leaned back against his mahogany desk. “Robert shows enormous promise, Vance. That is precisely why I am suggesting it. Garrison duty at the front gate breeds complacency. A night on the ridge builds discipline, vigilance, and self-reliance. I want to see what he is really made of before we consider his advancement.”

Captain Vance hesitated, then nodded respectfully. “A fair point, sir. I’ll update the rota. Dusk till dawn, starting tonight.”

Julian’s grin broadened, perfectly charming, perfectly convincing. “Thank you, Captain. We must look after our young men if they are to protect this estate.”

***

Nightfall came fast, coating the stone courtyards in a heavy, bruised blue. Elsewhere on the estate, Melisende waited beneath the shaded archway of the old grain store, wrapping her woollen shawl tightly around her shoulders against the bite of the evening wind. Her heart beat with a steady, expectant flutter. Robert had promised to meet her here once his shift at the main gates ended, just long enough to share a warm, quiet word before the night took hold.

Minutes dragged into an hour, yet the courtyard remained empty, save for the dry leaves scattering over the cobbles.

A shadow lengthened across the archway, accompanied by the slow, deliberate crunch of leather boots. Melisende moved forward, a tender smile rising to her lips—only for the words to become caught in her throat.

It was not Robert.

Julian stepped into the low lantern light, covered in a heavy mantle lined with dark velvet. His smile was smooth and impeccable, his dark eyes carrying a sudden, intense focus that made the breath freeze in her chest. Behind him, clinging as a shroud to his shoulders, Pothosa’s invisible form wrapped tight, her phantom claws digging faint urgency into his pulse.

“Looking for someone, Melisende?” Julian said in a soft voice, rich and liquid-smooth, as he closed the distance between them.

Melisende dipped into a hasty, deep curtsy, her heart beating fast within her chest. “My lord. I… I was merely heading back to the laundry quarters after finishing the garden haul.”

“Is that so?” Julian took another step closer, trapping her neatly against the smooth stone wall of the grain store. He reached out, his gloved finger stalling just short of skimming a stray dark lock from her temple. “It seems a terrible waste for a woman of your grace and beauty to be buried in lye soap and garden dirt. I have watched you for a long time, Melisende. Long before the rest of this estate ever paid you mind.”

Melisende shrank back slightly, her hands grasping her shawl tight to her chest. “You are very kind, Lord Julian, but my place is with the household service.”

“Your place is wherever I choose to position you,” Julian murmured, his tone dripping with persuasive warmth. He leaned in, his eyes bright with a possessive spark that set off every alarm in her mind. “A word from me to Lady Maude, and you could be removed from the laundry entirely. Fine dresses, warm chambers in the upper house… everything you could ever dream of.”

Melisende thought of Robert’s warm, honest smile, his rough, hardworking hands, and the quiet, pure promise that had developed between them. The silk and silver Julian offered felt cold, sharp, and oppressive.

“I am content with my work, my lord,” she replied firmly, holding his gaze with a steady, calm strength. “And I ask for nothing more.”

Julian’s smile faltered briefly for the smallest fraction of a second, a dark trace of annoyance flashing behind his eyes before his composure settled back into place. Pothosa hissed violently against his ear, feeding the fury in his blood.

“A pity,” Julian murmured, his voice sinking an octave. “You seem to hold a tragic fondness for stubbornness. If you were waiting for young Robert, I suggest you do not waste your evening. He has been reassigned to the eastern ridge. Solitary night watch, dusk till dawn. Captain Vance felt he needed to learn his place.”

Melisende’s breath froze. She looked up into Julian’s handsome, smiling face—and saw the cruelty beneath it at last.

Julian took a slow step back, adjusting the velvet trim of his cuffs with unhurried grace. He kept his smile cheerful and bright—the perfect picture of an attentive young lord, and the perfect mask.

“You look distressed, Melisende,” he uttered softly, his voice oozing with gentle sympathy. “Please, don’t be. I only want what is best for this estate, and for the people within it.”

Julian turned slightly toward the gloomy corridor of the guard house, raising his hand in a small, casual gesture. The movement drew another figure from the dark. “Guard Miller. Step into the light, if you would.”

From within the shadows, a young, pale guard came forward nervously. It was Miller, one of Robert’s fellow trainees. He looked terrified, standing rigidly at attention, his look shifting between Julian and Melisende.

“Miller is a good boy,” Julian said, turning his radiant, charming smile onto the frightened guard. “He cares deeply for his position here. He has a younger sister in the lower village who relies on his wages for her medicine, doesn’t she, Miller?”

“Y-yes, Lord Julian,” Miller stammered, his voice quivering.

Julian walked over to Miller, placing a hand on the young man’s shoulder in an affectionate, almost paternal manner. “And because I care so deeply for my people, I would hate to see Miller lose his post. Or see his family suffer. So, Miller and I had a little chat earlier about loyalty.”

Julian tilted forward slightly toward the guard, his smile expanding, bright and absent of warmth.

“Tell Melisende what you’re going to do tonight, Miller. Tell her with a smile.”

Miller swallowed deeply, a drop of sweat pearling on his temple. His lips twitched into a strained, terrified mockery of a smile. “I… I am going to report to Captain Vance that Robert left his post on the eastern ridge unattended to sleep. And if… if anyone asks, I will affirm I saw him do it.”

Melisende gasped, her hand springing to her mouth. “No! Robert would never abandon his post—”

“Of course he wouldn’t,” Julian interrupted smoothly, his voice mellow and airy, as though discussing the autumn weather. He patted Miller’s cheek gently, a terrifyingly casual gesture. “Robert is absurdly dutiful. But truth is so malleable when authority speaks, Melisende. Miller here will lie for me. He’s going to ruin his friend’s reputation, and he’s going to do it gladly, aren’t you, Miller?”

“Yes, my lord,” Miller whispered, his eyes staring with horror at his own words, yet entirely unable to break away from Julian’s pleasant, suffocating command.

“Good boy,” Julian murmured. He turned back to Melisende, his dark eyes sparkling with quiet, terrifying delight. “You see how simple it is? A few words, a slight push, and people will destroy their own honour just to keep my favour. I don’t need to force anyone, Melisende. They want to please me.”

He advanced closer again, leaning down so his breath brushed her ear, his voice dropping to a warm, intimate whisper.

“Robert doesn’t have to be ruined tonight. Miller doesn’t have to carry a treacherous lie on his conscience. All it takes is for you to realise where your true devotion belongs. Smile for me, Melisende. Tell me you’ll consider my offer, and I will let the poor boy off the ridge.”

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